Friday Fuzz.

 

Why is it that all I can see is the storm, when the rainbow is RIGHT THERE?

It’s so stressful. All of the ingredients for happiness are there. And yet, that one speck of darkness overshadows all of the beauty.

 

I want to will it away. I want to enjoy the beauty in the storm, to enjoy the rainbow and the lightning and the gorgeous scenery and the beautiful company.

 

The dark side still manages to win and push down all of the beauty and strength.

 

There is no way for me to get inspired and post.

 

I can enjoy. I can have nice moments. I can be happy playing with my husband. I can be ok while busy at work.

 

I sit to write? All the sadness overflows, the storm clouds show and I’m left with nothing but rain.

 

The anxiety is there every single minute. But while I’m busy? I can forget it. I sit down to do something healing and it just shows, full strength.

 

I am lucky. I am blessed. I love. I am IN love. I should be happy.

 

Why can’t I make it connect? Why can’t I will it to be true?

 

The weekend will be easier. I will be with my husband.

 

I will put up some little quickie posts and then Monday night is Breaking Dawn.

 

I need to get this under control and soon.

 

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Vegas Thursday!

In order to continue posting daily, I will be sharing some Vegas pics today…

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I’m SO self centered.

Wordless Wednesday.

Battling still.

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Goosebumps… Also, Happy Birthday Z!

Such a beautiful day today. For starters, it’s my BFF’s birthday. She is one of the funniest, sweetest, smartest people I know. I am way beyond lucky to have her. So, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, Z! I’ve told you a million times, but a million and one is ok too. I hope you’ve had a wonderful day! 🙂

AND as if that wasn’t enough, there’s a new Hunger Games trailer!

With ACTUAL movie footage that made me tear up and get goosebumps just as I did when I was reading it. I am now even MORE excited about this movie and can’t wait for March to get here already. 😉

If you haven’t read The Hunger Games trilogy, drop what you’re doing right this minute, please. It is worth it! You won’t be able to put these books down. You’ll smile, you’ll cry, you’ll cringe and you’ll think. A lot. It’s wonderfully written and the characters are amazing.

Watch the trailer, you’ll like it… You will!

NaBloPoMo 2011

11/11/11

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Just writing 11/11/11 is fun, isn’t it?!?

Today is Veteran’s Day. One of those days where being grateful takes a new meaning.

Today is not about your political beliefs at all. It’s about all of those things that we take for granted every day.

Today we celebrate all of those men and women that have given their time, freedom and even their lives so that we can have all of those things that we take for granted day by day.

Today I thank them as well as the families for the unbelievable sacrifices that they have made so that we can lead happy and comfortable lives.

Take a minute to thank those that have risked everything so that you don’t have to.

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I hate to admit this…

Kristen Stewart may be winning me over.

There, I said it.

I kind of enjoyed her as Joan Jett in The Runaways. I kept telling myself that it was a fluke.

But. Then. I saw the trailer for Breaking Dawn and enjoyed seeing her sick.

And now, I saw this Snow White Trailer and I found myself -gasp- giddily excited to see this film.

Okay. It MAY have something to do with the addition of Charlize Theron.

I mean…

Isn’t that made of awesome? Just watch the Trailer and tell me it doesn’t look awesome!

Ok, so maybe Red Riding Hood was a HUGE letdown. But… But… But…

This really DOES look good!!!

Sigh.

What has become of me?!?

I am excited to see it.

Very.

🙂

NaBloPoMo 2011

Wordless Wednesday.

Not much to add to that.

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